Whatever Doesn't Kill Me (17 min) - can be distressing to listen toEd Gavagan. The Moth Radio Hour on "PTSD, Lost Art, and The Berlin Wall". Recorded Feb 17, 2011 “When you start your day with two homicide detectives explaining what happened the night before, it's downhill from there.” A man is the random victim of a gang-inspired stabbing attack that he nearly didn't survive and the threadbare social safety net that catches him.